"Hello" "Is that you?" "Maybe...getting there."

It's been a while.

I could name off excuses.

But I'm working on not having any.

See... today I was told that I haven't been myself lately. Which, quite frankly, I haven't been. As a consequence of that, I haven't been close with many of my friends and family and it's put a strain on a lot of relationships. Which isn't healthy, nor is it ok to be the way I have been. For that, I will publicly apologize for those that I've let down. It's known for people to treat the ones that mean the most to them the worst and I fell into that trap. I will be better and try harder. Thanks to those that haven't given up on me :) I want to tell my boyfriend, Carson, how much I love him. I know I can be a pain sometimes and hope he realizes how much he means to me.

So what's been going on?

Well... I just finished my 4th semester of college. I passed all my classes including computer programming which I thought was going to be the death of me. That was a joyous occasion. I haven't celebrated for it yet though... anyone want to help? ;)

I have been busy with my photography a lot lately. It's been nice weather lately and I've had some lucky shoots where the lighting was just gorgeous! Thanks to all the support I've received in my photography. Hopefully pretty soon I'll be able to get a website up officially. I haven't been able to for a while because my car needed a lot of things replaced and I've spent $700 on it so far THIS YEAR. It's a trooper, but sucks all my money and therefore there's no website. Soon... soon.

That's it?

I'll do my best to blog more often and to blog about a little lest boring things than the above paragraphs. I just had to break this awkward tension I had with my blog and explain some things before I went back into it... I couldn't pretend I hadn't blogged in over 2 months. That's just not me. No pretending.

I'll leave with some smiles from the day:

1. Watching the office with my mother while eating Mcdonald's breakfast.
2. Spelling something horribly wrong and Carson calling me a hillbilly along with an extra sentence with hick language included. No, I will not share what I spelled wrong.
3. Seeing my sisters and playing with them today.
4. Visiting with friends Kylee and Ciera... oh the conversation piece tonight ;)
5. Discovering a site with the most perfect things ever - Vintage Pearl

Also. Bin Laden is dead. That's gotta make everyone smile right?

While this comic was sarcastic, it still made me smile. Least it's one less thing to worry about in the world.